September 29, 2003

I smell mold. I hope its not me. cuz I'd smell moldy if it was. This may be because I left my clothes in the washing machine too long before drying them. oh well. such is life. yet again the dillema of what to read whilst I deuce deuce it!

September 26, 2003

What is it that I am thinking? Well, as a Korean Celt, I'm thinking.....Why are my siblings so weird? Why is it that we all say weird things, and, somehow, we all laugh, because we know exactly what it is we're talking about? I want to be rich and famous, but it'll never happen, because I don't love myself enough to make it happen...I'm all about my kids being rich and famous, because then I don't actually have to work for it. Yes, I'm a lazy behatch!

I gotta go get those rich and famous kids, now. CYA!
what did I think about today. . . . man what is appropriate reading material for when I take a deuce at the office. and then I analyze the best bathroom to go to the bathroom in where I will find the least amount of disturbance. If you were wondering its the one down across the atrium. No one ever uses that bathroom. I also thought about how excited I am to move back to VA and be doe with delaWHERE?

I'd also like to be rich. but not famous so much I prefer my anonimity. so I can do fun stuff and not get caught for it. It has worked for me so far. well my carpel tunnel is acting up so I'm gone.

smoke signals
OK, I obviously have too much time on my hands today, but I was just wondering why someone's nose bone would be crooked if they'd never broken their nose. My nose is that way but I know I've never broken it. Just one of those strange things I wonder about.
Hello, is there anybody out there?
This is what I've been thinking about. Why we dwell on things. What purpose does it serve. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy from thinking about stuff that's happened in my life. I think about people from the past and wonder if I ever enter their minds.

I've been asking the Magic 8-Ball a lot of questions lately about my future. Am I going to ever publish a book, will I ever be rich and famous. That kind of stuff, because I really do believe one day I'll be rich and famous. And I figure there's got to be something to it because normal people don't just imagine they'll be rich and famous one day.

I think people wonder about their future because they can't see how their present is going to get them to where they imagine they'd like to be. I think about the time I'm wasting now, just letting things happen and going along with the status quo and I really don't think I like it. We all think there's something special about us, something that really differentiates us from the people around us. But, really, maybe there's nothing. Yeah, I want to be a rock star.